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Monthly Archive for February, 2009

Shut up and hand me the envelope, please

(This was written for The Thresher, a site for planting, watering and manuring ideas. To mark the Academy Awards, those of us on the panel were asked to write about the movies.)

I love movies and the Oscars are always the highlight of my social season, even though I usually wear pajamas and not formal wear on the big night. I haven’t missed watching the telecast since I was eight years old and I’m nearly 55.

I hadn’t seen any of the nominated films this year. Eventually, I will – but will do so on DVD, pay-per-view or deep cable. I love movies too much to go see them in a movie theater.

Perhaps I just have bad luck. It seems that I am followed into theaters by knuckle-dragging morons who insist on turning their most idiotic thoughts into speech.

This started back in the Seventies. I recall coming back from a backpacking trip to Europe and thinking it might be nice to take my bride to see the then-new date movie, “Grease,” which had been released during our absence from the states.  Big mistake. Everyone else in the theater had seen it and our first time through was their fourth or fifth time.

“Oh, I hate her, I hate her, I hate her,” a girl behind us said. “I love this part,” she said later. This prattle continued through the movie. No amount of harsh looks and quiet admonishments helped. In fact, when I turned around and asked her not to talk, I might as well have been speaking to an inflatable kiddie pool. Her eyes were intent on the screen, her face frozen with idiot glee.

It happened again when I saw “The Deer Hunter.”  After the first – and dramatic – Russian Roulette sequence,  a mouthbreather about six rows back, asked, in a loud voice, “Did you see that? Did you seethat?”  

A shocking scene, no doubt. But the guy went on caterwauling for a full minute. Finally, I got up, kneeled next to his aisle seat and said, “Yeah, I saw it. The screen’s 50 feet wide and it’s hard to miss it. Now will you please stop talking?”

He looked perplexed. “I wasn’t tawking.”

And so. Another sign, I figured, of television dumbing us all down.  We’re so used to talking back to television, we don’t realize that we’re doing it everywhere. Maybe back there in the Seventies, it was a sign of the rudeness and multi-tasking to come.

As a college professor, rarely do I look out at the lecture hall and see a room full of intent faces. People are updating their Facebook accounts on laptops, Tweeting or texting someone.  People rarely give their full attention to anything anymore. At least three or four times during lecture, I have to ask conversational bouquets to stop talking. Once, I was so shocked that a woman had initiated – and was conducting – a cell-phone conversation during my lecture that I stopped speaking … and was unable to speak … for a full minute. It was the quietest minute on a university campus this century.

The classroom experience and the theater experience are related. There is a general loss of decorum. Sometimes, I’m able to solve the problem with my teaching persona. I was watching a film some years back when four drunken frat boys lunched into the theater, sat down near me, and began making rude comments to the screen.  I was still wearing my professor uniform, so I got up, leaned over them and said, “We’re going to be quiet now, aren’t we boys?” “Yes, sir,” they said in unison. Not long after I returned to my seat, they staggered out of the theater.

I don’t expect silence at the movies. One of the reasons to love movies is because it’s a social experience and we are social animals. I love it when an audience laughs in all the right places, sniffles at the sad parts and (this has happened on occasion) given the filmmaker a standing ovation at the end.

But now, I’ll attend only Pixar movies in the theater. The audience is mostly children and they are much more polite than grown-ups.

I love the movies too much to have them ruined in a theater. Just as I wouldn’t read a novel while holding a conversation, I won’t denigrate a film by having it constantly interrupted by rudeness.

So I’ll see “Milk,” “Slumdog Millionaire” and “The Reader” – but I’ll see them at home, on my huge television screen, with an appreciate audience who loves the movies as much as I do.

The popcorn’s not as good, though.

Those oldies but goodies

(This was written for The Thresher, a site for planting, watering and manuring ideas. To mark Presidents Day, those of us on the panel were asked to write about our favorite chief executives.)

When it comes to favorite presidents — sorry, boys, but I’ve got to go for the old guys.

In my lifetime, we’ve had some interesting presidents. Lyndon Johnson, for example, was a master of profanity. He also used to bend the elbow and call journalists in the middle of the night when he was in his cups, to comment on news coverage of his administration. You’ve got to love that personal touch. Plus, he used to hold meetings in the bathroom. He was nothing if not earthy.

Nixon, of course, will always be the continental divide of presidents. We will not see his kind again, Lord willing.

But Lincoln and Theodore Roosevelt have been great friends to me as a college professor.

I use them both in class as examples of statesmen who were great writers and great readers. I have the collected writings of Lincoln in my office and have never been disappointed when I pull down one of the volumes and open it at random. 

Roosevelt, with his reading obsession, is another great role model to lay on students.

Both Lincoln and Roosevelt help me motivate my classes.

In order to give young writers confidence, I ask my students to write about the most critical moment of their lives and present it as a letter that they send to a parent or a grandparent. It must be a letter, I tell them. No one keeps e-mails tied up with ribbon in a footlocker in the attic.

The students roll their eyes. “Yeah, I know you’re busy,” I tell them. “It’s pure unadulterated hell on earth being a college student today. Between texting and Facebooking and You Tubing, you have a full plate. Someone like me can’t conceive of the obligations you carry.  None of you have the luxury of time that … say … President Lincoln had. After all, he was president, the nation was at war with itself and his family was in tatters. He didn’t understand the pressures of being a college student in the 21st Century.”

Then I read Lincoln’s letter to Mrs. Bixby. (I have no problem drawing on the greatest hits.) The class is silent, during the reading. Then they go forth and write letters that will be treasured by the receipients.

I think it makes my point.

I use Theodore Roosevelt in the same way. When we talk about the Muckrakers, I tell the students that Roosevelt had an obsession — today we’d figure it must be some mutant strain of AD/HD. He had to read a book each day. “Even while he was president,” I tell the class, many of whom have never read a book they weren’t forced to read. When Roosevelt started his day reading Upton Sinclair’s The Jungle, I tell the class, he puked up his breakfast. 

The students love that story — probably not so much as an example of Roosevelt’s dedication to reading, but because the word puke always gets a laugh in lecture.

There’s a reason we carved those faces into stone.

 

Living next door to Gonzo

OK, let’s get that disclaimer stuff out of the way. I’m about to tell you about a book and you should know that I blurbed on the cover. No, I didn’t puke on it. That just means that I said nice stuff about it, in an effort to get you to buy the book. 

I did it because it’s a good book and because the publisher asked me (because I wrote Outlaw Journalist and an earlier book on the subject.) But how often do I waste your time writing about a book I don’t like?  So I’d write about this book anyway.

“This book” is Jay Cowan’s memoir of life with Hunter S. Thompson. Cowan spent several years living in a cabin just across the driveway from the Gonzo King  at Owl Farm. He was caretaker, protégé and confidant. His book gives us a look at Thompson that few could ever offer. Only a few other people in the planet had a better look at Thompson: a couple of wives, some girlfriends and the Gonzo writer’s long-suffering assistant, Deborah Fuller. All of those other people who wrote about Thompson – they never had to live with the guy.

The only weak point of Cowan’s book is its title – Hunter S. Thompson: An Insider’s View of Deranged, Depraved and Drugged-Out Brilliance (The Lyons Press, $24.95). It gives the impression that it’s another book of Amazing Drug Tales with Hunter.

It’s not. It’s a journey inside the life of a writer who was not appreciated enough during his lifetime. Hunter Thompson wasn’t taken seriously by a lot of folks mostly because he made it look so easy. Cowan’s book is a trip behind the wall, a study of  the craft that went into Thompson’s writing. Cowan was there for a lot of the pain and struggle, too.

Thompson is the favorite writer for a lot of people who don’t read. His legions of fans respond to the character Hunter S. Thompson, the madman with the cigarette holder and the eternally tinkling glass of booze.

That caricature had a place in Thompson’s reality, but it was magnified by its creator for literary effect. Cowan (that’s him, at left) was often on call as one of Thompson’s friends who helped him focus his thoughts, prepare arguments and get ready to write. He did a lot of face time with the real guy.

Cowan’s book is a good companion to another memoir by Thompson friends, The Kitchen Readings by Michael Cleverly and Bob Braudis (HarperCollins, $13.95). Braudis, the local sheriff, and Cleverly, an artist living down Woody Creek Road, focus more on the social Hunter Thompson, the prankster and propane-tank exploder. It’s good fun.

But Cowan set out to honor his mentor and tell us what he learned from watching the iconoclastic writer at close range. He understudied Thompson in order to become a successful writer himself. He did, and his elegant and thoughtful style gives the book the perfect tone. It’s a reflection on the life of a friend and his meteoric rise and fall. He certainly doesn’t ignore Thompson the fun beast, so it’s a hugely entertaining book.

Cowan also covers territory no one else has yet dealt with – the struggles of the inner circle of Thompson’s friends and family, as they deal with the loss and try to fill the void in their lives.

Such a deeply felt, beautifully written book probably needs a more accurate title, perhaps something drawn from the Samuel Taylor Coleridge quote featured on the memorial card at Thompson’s funeral: “For he on honey-dew hath fed, / and drunk the milk of paradise.”

Clear Lake, February 3, 1959

Every night brought the same relentless dream. She went to sleep, knowing he waited. He came to her again in the middle of the night, still her husband, forever young, with his life spread before him. Then she imagined it: what he saw and what he thought in those last moments.

It’s been a half century since the day the music died. Buddy Holly was killed in a plane crash – the plane crash to people who love rock’n’roll – on February 3, 1959. He died with two other recording artists, Ritchie Valens and J.P. Richardson (The Big Bopper), and a young pilot, Roger Peterson. After a performance in Clear Lake, Iowa, their small plane crashed in a frozen corn field in the wee hours of the morning.

Buddy’s bride, Maria Elena Holly, was home in New York. Barely six months wed, she was pregnant, anticipating the family she was starting with her young husband. Then came the news. Maria Elena collapsed, losing the baby.

Few stories are more tragic in the history of popular music. The plane crash ended of the first chapter of the world’s love affair with rock’n’roll, the music that blended the plaint of white country with the beat of black rhythm and blues. 

Few young artists were better at this chemical mixture than Buddy Holly, a gawky, bespectacled kid from Lubbock, Texas. At 20, he hit the national stage with a confident boast borrowed from a John Wayne movie, “That’ll Be the Day.” With his group, the Crickets, the blueprint of the modern rock’n’roll band (two guitars, bass and drums) was formed and he lobbed rock classics into the consciousness of American youth: “Not Fade Away,” “Peggy Sue,” “Rave On.” Holly was a changeling, each new recording a step in his musical maturation.

Comfortable in his own artistic skin, he grew apart both from his bandmates and from his Svengali-like manager and warden, Norman Petty, spreading his wings in the heady atmosphere of Greenwich Village in the late 1950s. 

In New York, he met and immediately fell in love with Maria Elena Santiago, who became at once wife, muse and business manager, pushing her husband to explore new directions in songwriting and production. Hunched over a reel-to-reel in their apartment, he recorded a slew of new songs: “Peggy Sue Got Married,” “Dearest,” “Crying, Waiting, Hoping,” and “Wishing.” 

But his split with the Crickets and a financial stalemate with Petty forced him back on the road to bring in some cash. He didn’t want to go. Maria Elena had nightmares of his early death (so she told Buddy biographers Philip Norman and Ellis Amburn). She begged him to stay home. But newly married and with a baby on the way, he reluctantly signed on with the Winter Dance Party tour of the upper Midwest in January and February of 1959. 

Buddy was 23.

***

In the fickle teen-age world of the late 1950s, Holly was seen in slight decline, since he hadn’t had a hit record in a few months. Undaunted, he began pitching his songs to other artists, seeing his future self as a behind-the-scenes producer and composer.

The career of Richard Steven Valenzuela was heading the other direction. As Ritchie Valens, he had been performing for only 15 months, playing record hops and junior-high dances in Southern California. His first record, “Come On, Let’s Go,” was a modest hit. But it was his second release,  a double-sided hit, that made him one of the top rock’n’roll stars of his day. “Donna,” a slow-dancing / heavy petting number about a real-life girlfriend, was paired with “La Bamba,” a Spanish-language romp that showed Ritchie’s Hispanic roots, making him a pioneer of Latin rock. 

Soon, Ritchie was sharing the bill with some of the great rock’n’roll talent of his time – Chuck Berry, Bo Diddley, Jackie Wilson, Eddie Cochran and others. Though a household name for only a matter of minutes, he played a small part (himself) in the Alan Freed teensploitation flick, Go Johnny Go!

And before long, he was headlining tours such as the Winter Dance Party with Buddy Holly. Holly was even thinking of taking over as Ritchie’s manager. On that three-week tour, huddled in the back of the drafty bus, they became close.

Ritchie was 17.

 * * * 

The big man was the son of a Texas oilfield roughneck, but his daddy wanted more for J.P. Richardson and sent his son off to college. But J.P. ‘s part-time radio job took over his life. Soon he was married and with a family to support, and college was forgotten. 

J.P. was a charismatic voice on the air, setting a record by broadcasting uninterrupted for five days straight. When a sponsor suggested that J.P. come up with a gimmick for his radio show, he rechristened himself The Big Bopper. Soon, he parlayed that persona into a hit record called “Chantilly Lace,” supposedly the Bopper’s end of a phone conversation with a sultry woman. It opened the doors for J.P., who had a follow-up hit (“The Big Bopper’s Wedding”) and wrote songs that became hits for country star George Jones (“White Lightning”) and Johnny Preston (“Running Bear”). 

Taking his first extended break from his day job, he joined Buddy and Ritchie as co-headliner for the Winter Dance Party tour. It was a miserable trip, and the cramped bus and constant chill annoyed J.P., who always said he was “too old for this.” 

He was 28.

* * *

Another brutal winter … strange time for a rock’n’roll package show to come through town . . . but all through the upper Midwest, teen-agers turned up at warm cocoon-like ballrooms to greet the stars of the Winter Dance Party – Buddy, Ritchie, the Big Bopper, Dion and the Belmonts, and a new kid named Frankie Sardo. Up in Duluth, a 17-year-old kid named Bobby Zimmerman – not yet rechristened Bob Dylan – worked his way to the front of the stage and locked eyes with Buddy. “I’ll never forget the image,” he recalled two decades later, by then an iconic star in his own universe.

The musicians made nightly 400-mile trips between venues on a frigid bus with no heater. The cold was so bad that Buddy’s drummer, Carl Bunch, had to leave the tour to be treated for frostbite. The tour rumbled on, through the ice and snow. Huddled under blankets and sleeping bags, the artists came alive onstage each night, giving performances that belied the misery of the trip. Buddy took over on drums to back up Ritchie, the Bopper  and the other performers, moving front and center for his closing set each night. 

Two weeks into the tour, when the bus reached Clear Lake, Iowa, the situation had become intolerable. Buddy hatched the plan of chartering a plane and began looking for fellow passengers to split the cost of the flight. The flight to the next stop, Fargo, North Dakota, would take three or four hours – preferable to another 10-hour bus ride. Plus, Buddy offered to take the touring company’s two weeks of dirty laundry, so that the Fargo audience would see the performers in clean clothes. Holly initially planned to take his fellow bandmates, guitarist Tommy Allsup and bassist (and future country star) Waylon Jennings. As Buddy bombarded the audience with his hits, the backstage negotiations altered the passenger list for the flight. As co-headliners, Ritchie and the Bopper were  eager to get ahead on the tour schedule and get some much-needed rest. 

The Bopper begged Jennings to let him have his seat on the plane. He was a large man and the bus-trip hell had been particularly uncomfortable. Jennings was 19, new to the road, and happy to oblige. Around midnight, after the second show at Clear Lake’s Surf Ballroom, Jennings told his boss that the Bopper would be flying in his stead.

“Well, I hope your ol’ bus freezes up,” Buddy said.

“Well, I hope your ol’ plane crashes.” Words Jennings would regret every day for the rest of his life.

All night, Ritchie had been trying to talk Allsup out of his seat, but Allsup wouldn’t budge. Ritchie finally suggested a coin flip. Allsup produced a half dollar and said, “Call it” when it flew into the air. Ritchie called heads and when he looked at the coin, he said, “Hey – that’s the first thing I ever won.”

* *  *

The plane crashed soon after takeoff. Peterson was a skillful young pilot, but chronic hearing problems affected his sense of balance.  It’s likely the pilot and his three young passengers didn’t know what was happening until they saw the frozen Iowa tundra through the windshield. 

This, Maria Elena told Amburn and Norman, was the image that woke her at night. She imagined Buddy’s thoughts – of her . . . of their unborn baby.  

Don McLean was a 12-year-old paperboy in upstate New York when he opened his afternoon bundle and saw the headlines. A decade later, as a young musician, he was moved to write a song in tribute to Buddy, Ritchie and the Bopper.  “I can’t remember if I cried when I read about his widowed bride,” McLean sang in the introduction to his hit song “American Pie.” It was McLean’s song, with its reference to “the day the music died,” that sealed February 3, 1959, as a date that lives in rock’n’roll infamy.

But the music didn’t die. Generations of musicians drew on the music of Buddy, Ritchie and the Bopper. Just ask Lennon, McCartney, Jagger, Richards, Santana and other disciples.

And it wasn’t “the death of innocence” either.  It was a plane crash that killed four young men. But what the plane crash did do was cast doubt on the altar of youth. The young fans who mourned the three singers could no longer see themselves as invincible.  If these deeply talented young men were susceptible, then weren’t we all.  For a generation that saw itself as the best and the brightest, the plane crash was a tattered rite of passage to an uneasy adulthood awaiting in the 1960s.

(A shorter version of this appears in the February issue of American History magazine.)